26.02.78

Hey People
I just arrived at home. I'm going to take an important test tomorrow so going to write really fast as possible. This morning we had a fight with Darry, again. When I took a shower and entered to the kitchen he started to shout at me with no reason at all. I was sick of his arguments and I shout back at him. Then he said that I wasn't helping him enough. Why should I help him? He isn't my mother or father. Yes I used to help my mom when she was preparing the breakfast but now we should take care of our selfes. He is a control freak. And while he is controlling us he is getting angry all the time. I don't want to be his brother anymore. So after the argument I left the house without any word. Somebody older than us should come and start to take control from Darry. I don't want him to be my father, I want him to be my brother. I missed the old Darry. Soda is also sick of our fights. He used to stop us but he isn't even trying to prevent. I think I should stop fighting with him because there is no answer to our problems. Even though I don't even agree to his ideas I will say OKEY.
This is all for now
Goodbye

25.02.78

Mother, you had me but I never had you,
I wanted you but you didn't want me,
So I got to tell you,
Goodbye, goodbye.
Farther, you left me but I never left you,
I needed you but you didn't need me,
So I got to tell you,
Goodbye, goodbye.
Children, don't do what I have done,
I couldn't walk and I tried to run,
So I got to tell you,
Goodbye, goodbye.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home.
Mama don't go,
Daddy come home...

This is a song from John Lennon. I wanted to share with you because I think that It is a song related to me and my friends. If you ask me who is it related to I'll say Johnny and me. It's related to me because I lost my parents when I needed them. Don't be sad for me because I'm fine with it but I's just the best song that fits in my situation. They left me, yes I know that they didn't want to leave me but It happened. Next month by these day it's going to be my mom's birthday. I miss them a lot. It's hard for all of us. Darry is trying to be our father, he tries to take care of us. He can't be like my dad. And no one can fill my parents space.
It's related to Johnny because they don't want him. Even though they didn't leave him they are making him feel alone and unhappy. They are blaming him after every little situation. He doesn't want to sleep at his own home.
It's hard for both of us so we support each other. Be with each other when we feel unhappy, desperate, miserable.
I didn't want to write about my day today I just wanted to write about the things in my mind.

Should go to sleep going to go to school tomorrow

Good Evening

24.02.78

Hello Friends,
Today was Soda's birthday. We celebrated, all of our gang was at our house. Days before I had bought him a present, his favorite singers album. At 7 everyone was at our house. Two- Bit was going to bring him to the party. We closed all the lights and started to wait. He entered to the room and everyone started to sing "Happy Birthday Soda, Happy Birthday Soda !" I saw the happiness in his eyes. We bring the cake, he closed his eyes and made a wish. I understood that he wished Sandy to marry with him. Sandy is Sodapop's girlfriend. She is beautiful and she's not like the other girlfriends of Soda. Anyway we celebrated his birthday. He is 17 now. Now I should go and sleep. It's wayyyy to late and Darry is probably getting angry.

Good Night !

Happy Birthday Bro !

23.02.78

Hey friends,
Today was nice except the part when Socs assaulted us. I was walking down the road and they just appeared from the corner and all of them walked to me, shouting "HEY GREASE ! YOU WANT A HAIRCUT?". You could imagine the rest. I don't really hate Socs but they are the ones that separates people. Who cares if they have more money ? Who cares if they wear expensive clothes? Who cares if they drive Mustang ? No one ! People care about if we are nice or bad, smart or fool. If both groups will have the ability to be nice to each other than everything will be fine. Also I think that in every group there is someone which is nice, smart and want to live in peace. In our group it's me and Johnny. We don't want blood, we don't want fight, we want silence, we want friendship. Being a Soc isn't a bad thing. You can be nice, inoffensive while you are a Soc. It's just you know the group names, the main thing is the money, the places we live. Sometimes I just wish to be a normal boy, out of these arguments, fights. I want to live in a place that everyone is equal. I just wish...

See you tomorrow

22. 02.78

Hey followers,
Today I went to school as usual. I had an exam and It was good enough for me. When I got to home my friends from school invited me to play football. We played football for an hour or so, then they invited me to the ice cream store to hang out. At 7 o'clock I was at home. When I entered to the house Darry started to shout at me. He said that I wasn't working hard enough for school. I can't understand him he always concerns about the things I do. When I study he says that I should go out and play football and when I get social he shouts and gets angry. As I said before I love him so much but he is making me feel sad. Sometimes I think to run away but I can't do such bad thing. What ever ! I sometimes wish that our parents were with us. It's hard forr Darry to take care of us, he thinks that he is our oldest hand he should be the one that should take care of us but It's not like that, It's not his fault to be the older one and also we could take care of ourselfes. I know that I'm being desperate sorry ! Now I should go and do my homework.
See you
Pony

My Biography

Hey Everyone,
From now on I'm going to publish my daily life in this blog; MY LIFE. I'm 14 years and I live in USA. I live with my brothers; Darry and Sodapop. I live with them because my parents died in a car accident. I love going to movies, reading books and hanging out with my gang. My gang is my best friend. Who is my gang? Johnny, Dally, Darry, Sodapop, Steve, Two-Bit and me. My best friend from gang is Johnny. He is 16 but he looks at my age. He is silent and he never gets angry, he is different than the others in the group. His parents always makes him feel sad, they always shout at him,  I think that's the reason he is so silent. I love my brothers. They are always supportful but Darry is always getting angry to me, he is quick tempered. I love Soda pop. He is fun and I always enjoy being with him. Even though I have problems with Darry I love both of my brothers.
See you soon as possible !